Can't imagine

Can't imagine sending granny to cremate on sat... Have I really accepted the fact that ah ma is gone? there's no one around for me to call ah ma already. There's no one for me to play si sek Pai with... I miss the sunshine smile you have granny... Always melt my heart to see you smile so happily. I miss you. Perhaps, the other world is a better place for you. You could walk freely with energy, you could eat as much as you can. You could no longer feel pain, no more illnesses...